What do you call that? oh eating whats that???

for an ana I do eat quite a bit eat however I say eat I mean it in the loosest possible sense of the word, why? because like anyone else I too put certain 'safe' foods in my mouth and chew like your average Joe, but thats where the similarities end ( I don't purge but I am not promoting my ways so will not reveal how Iget rid of it) I then enter into an altogether different world, one where I am the average Joe and everyone else is slightly weird.

So as I go about my daily activities i sometimes get lost in my mental dialogue which at times goes something like the following:

Look at the way that guy lifts that sandwich to his mouth and takes a bite , and her at the traffic lights unfolding that that twix wrapper as if its normal.

My attention diverts Oh My God! look at those two young women sitting in pizza express, carefree and somewhat pretty. The dark haired one has such a cool vintage bag. Look they're eating a whole pizza each! how are they just cutting into it like that?bringing it to their lips without a hint of inspection and wait what is she doing? sweet god shes chewing and swallowing it actually swallowing it and laughing, is she nuts? is she thinking about what shes doing?and whats this shes going back to the plate for more?

What an odd process this is, its so alien. it horrifies me but is strangely enchanting, like a child in front of a Disney DVD I can watch scenes like this for hours. Such odd routines I enquired and apparently it's called eating.