Secrets and double lives

Come closer I am about to tell you a secret. Just between me and you, i actually live two lives and have done so for the past 4 and a bit years, there i said it. Not two lives in the sense I’ve got another family on the other side of the world, I am far to young for that, but I have a secret side one that only my mother and sister are aware of and that’s only because we live together.

I have an eating disorder anorexia to be precise, but no one else knows they think I’m just small boned *snorts* small boned my arse if only they knew! but they can’t know I won’t allow it.

So I have chosen to blog being a journalism student I suppose it just seemed logical. The anonymity of it all beckoned to me like a shimmering God. Purging my feelings on the World Wide Web will release the clutter and pressure of my thoughts that threaten to at times escape my mouth with the force of a banshee possessed.

This is not a pro- ana blog, its my life pure and simple and why should I censor it its who I am and where I am at. Support me, slate me whatever, but I must write.